Funny words along the road

Another funny phrase from the storage facility along the highway in kelowna!

Don’t sweat petty things
Don’t pet sweaty things

My fics are bust and addition to white knights walkthrough

Somehow or rather, i had been mulling over the idea of creating a new blog for posting stories. Well, i did it. Not that i would really like anyone to read them, and most of them are incomplete. But then again, who cares. I write because i want to. And my brain wants to put them out. Starving for attention? Maybe. But i don’t care now…. i’m tired.

i noticed in my previous post of the White Knights walkthrough /spoiler sort of thing, that i was missing a couple of things. Like the dungeon in the mutated turtle. Well, that map is relatively easy. Just follow the map, use the elevator often and pray. That dungeon has very easy small fry enemies and rather hardcore giants.

It also has some interesting material drops.

Oh yes, and my walkthrough is rather off in some places, but it is relatively usable. I went online a couple of times, though it is rather irky. Item creation is useful only in online play, as i said before, materials you gather to create weapons in story mode is usually only capable of making stuff that are lower level than yourself. Until you upgrade your Guild level by doing quests online, the super powerful stuff are far from your reach.

Also it has been confirmed by a friend of mine online, that the last Knight is Yuri, her theme is the moon and her knight (female shaped) has a bow. Artemis?

While waiting for the second white knights game to come out, i have to look for other games to play… there are a lot, but few can match up to this.  And the english version is only coming out in 2010…. good luck to you english gamers for waiting for such an awesome game to come out. I’m already done long ago, and played it twice. Still online play is a too funky for me. Not a lot of people play online in my area so i can’t do a lot of stuff.

Funny Song (If i were Gay)

This is a good, and funny song

Here we are, Dear old friend
You and I, Drunk again
Laughs have been had, and Tears have been shed
Maybe the Whisky’s gone to my head?

Chorus:
But if i were Gay,
I would give you my heart
And if i were Gay,
You would be my work of art
And if i were Gay,
We would swim in romance,
But i’m not Gay,
So get your hand out of my pants

It’s not that i don’t care (i do)
I just don’t see myself in you
Another time, Another scene,
I’d be right behind you, If you know what i mean?
cuz

Chorus:
If i were Gay,
I would give you my soul
And if i were Gay,
I would give you my whole (being)
And if i were Gay,
It would tear down the wall
But i’m not Gay,
So won’t you stop cupping my [balls] (pants)

We’ve never hugged, we’ve never kissed.
I’ve never been intimate, with your fist.
But you have opened, brand new doors.
Get over here and, drop your drawers.

Capitalism doesn’t stop, but heck, it’s fun

The newest in the guitar freak and drummania series is out in japan! The V4 looks, as always, freakish. The V3 look was more future, techno style. This one looks like caveman (it’s even called “Rock X Rock”, explains a lot, doesn’t it?). Well, i shouldn’t really be complaining about why there are so many versions. I love to play it, so i’m a fan, but i still don’t like it how it just keeps coming out none stop. Sure, new songs are nice, but still, it gets on my nerves.

I’m going to try to see if i can play the home-made program made by some fans. Apparently it works just about the same, but not having to wave your hands about like a mad flaming chicken with no head. Oh, i didn’t know that there were ps2 versions as well… i think i’ll check them out. Oh, speaking of arcade games like that… i wish arcana hearts came out in ps2 too…. i’ll buy it.

Tis’ were of decree from above (4th floor, managing)

In my earlier post, i stated that i hated my life etc. Well, i sound emo….. really depressing. But i hate emo. I hate all those depressed freaks. No offense (too late though), but i really can’t stand it. Everything seems to go wrong for them because they think and believe it is all wrong. So they fail, self-fulfilling prophecy.

Now, as for me, i know there is a better side, but at the moment, i’m not getting it. So, i’m very stressed out and going on rampages in my own little world.

I bought command and conquer 3….. great…. now i’m really in deep shit.

Cleaned the house yesturday…. now it looks all sparkly, except everything is still dusty and my toilet is still dirty…. Well, the glass on the bath tub is not cleanable…. i hate this….

I really can’t manage myself. I need someone to tell me what to do, and i in turn, shout and kick someone’s butt into high gear for that task which i was suppose to do. In short, i’m most suited to be a middle man.

Everyone who came to last social psyc class all looked forward to grad school…. i can’t even do that now. All i can look forward to is ns, and that is not very encouraging. If i know that either way i’m still going to enter, then my motivation goes rock bottom. Maybe this is why i can’t get myself to work harder, because either way the end result is bleak and same. But this is just an excuse, i know. An excuse that i will use over and over again, and of course, regret it and berate myself about it in my head….

That dumb jerk jerry pestered me today by keep trying to call. Maybe i should not have removed the altar for cursing… but too late. I need to create one from scratch and it takes too much time…. time, is something i do not have.

Ma will come, and i have tried to make sure her ride is smooth and safe, but i’ve only sought help from two elements…. Air and Water have complied… what about the rest?

dammit….. ah well, i finally recieved the note from the post office. I think my game has arrived…. but it says that a letter is what i got, not a parcel… odd. I will check with the office tomorrow. If i can wake up early for school, then i’ll take number 11 back to go through the mall…. but if i miss the class overall…. i’ll go to pick whatever it is then go for lunch…. A&W closed for some reason, so i may go itto….

I’m tired of all this…. the knife looks so pretty and shiny….. i still prefer getting a katana…. but seppuku is something i’d rather not go through.

Bloody Road to Gaming King

It is hard, to play games. Really. To adapt to every new game out there, is one thing i want to excel at. To get a new cool game, and within a few seconds, be able to play like no other. Well, actually it is quite common for most people to be like that…. sigh.

My Gundam game has not arrived yet. Bastard…. I need to check my mail box again.

I feel as though this semester will be my last in UBCO. I cannot pass…. I know i cannot pass. I know i cannot make the 60% mark. I think i can’t even make it pass 55%. It is harsh…. by right, i should be passing, i studied like hell was after me…. but…. i don’t know where i went wrong. I know i’m wrong, but where. I CAN’T FREAKING SEE MY OWN FAULT! The only fault i know of myself, i am addicted to gaming. I know that and CLEARLY express it. I’m more than addicted to games. I can’t let go. I’ve known that i’ve been addicted to gaming ever since i first got my hands on my first game. It is no surprise, really. Because in the realm of gaming, i can be whatever i want to be. No worries, no pain…. But when you put me back into reality, i feel as though time was stolen from me. I have lost everything.

This semester…. will be my last. I will go back to Singapore and never come back to Kelowna. Looks like i’ll be joining my friends in NS after all, ha. But i’m told to always look at the brighter side of things. The thing is…. is there a better side to NS? Not really. No, definately not. I’m not physically fit, and i hate physical work more than anything.The only perk is that i can go back to Singapore for the food. But… I will disappoint Ma and Pa. I know…. their happiness is very important to me, but i can’t even make them smile like this. I cannot fulfill their wishes. I really am useless, aren’t i?

One of the reasons i wanted to study science…. i wanted to find a way to stop aging. To stop all of us from getting old. From dying. After attending so many funerals…. i realized…. Life…. really is too short. Because life is short, i became afraid. I love life. I want to spend every second with everyone i know. Not the darkness. I hate the darkness of death…. but…. I can’t do anything. Mortals, as they say, are meant to die. Do not wish for the impossible, they say….. well, it isn’t impossible. We are, after all, only limited by our minds. I’m afraid, there is no mistakening it. But i cannot control it. After all…. i’m no longer in control of my body. I feel not being able to do what i want to do…. this is certainly…. an odd feeling. Well, for all things, i’m sorry.

Blast the walls with my fishballs

Sigh, as usual, my life is never going well.

Yesturday, i decided to play an old game, gundam, on my ps2. I think i forgot that i deleted the save file, so all of my stats and hard work were flushed down the toilet. To make matters worse, i totally forgot the controls. It took me about five minutes to get a grasp of the game once more. I’m losing my touch.

Anyway, i complained about not being able to buy the newest version of this gundam game, which only comes out in japan. US decided not to translate it, or even have it shipped over, because they believe that many people would not buy it. WRONG. Import sails for that game skyrocketed. People are complaining, but still, they would not budge. Game critics criticize these anime games, and to tell you the truth, they don’t know what they are talking about. To have the best results for reviewing a game, you must get a person who is inclined towards that genre to fully bring out the value of the game, not some prick who doesn’t give a jackass about good games.

Anyway, so i was complaining, and commented that if i get the original jap version, i can play it on the ps3 (abeit some controller difficulties). Long then casually commented that i could get it on ebay…. note the twinkle in my eyes. I wasn’t really sure on what i was doing, but i was in a sort of trance like state. I know that ‘wizard’ was not out. He wasn’t even talking to me or any of the others. It could have been a new guy which i haven’t identified yet. ‘Shun’ was berating at me the consequences of doing what i was doing…. but the new guy wasn’t listening. Anyway, so click, click, click. I ended up buying from a dude in Richmond Canada. Who knew there was a seller so close? Actually, there were only two sellers. One from Richmond, which i bought from, and the other from Japan. Both cost the same, really, the one from richmond was brand new, supposedly, and was closer. So…. i picked the one in richmond. You know, that is probably one of the most stupidest thing i’ve ever done.

Argh…. ‘wizard’ is complaining that he wants a bath…. i agree. i feel icky…. I dreamt a horrifying dream. I dreamt i was going to watch the movies with Pa and yuan. Pa was in his office clothes for some reason, Yuan in shorts and sandals, and…. i think i was wearing full winter wear. Anyway, i wanted to watch 300, but it was already time (in the dream, it was about 9:15am, don’t ask me how. 300 was at 9:00), so i picked another movie that i wanted to watch…. er…. i forgot. i think it was that assasin show. The one with the main guy from the italian job being a retired assasin, and then hired, then framed for killing the president, or first lady, whatever. So i bought the ticket from the automachine, no need for money? and ran into the cinema, and walked in just in time to see the trailer for a horror film….. what the.

About a bunch of people who went to an island. I don’t know whether it was a holiday trip, or that they were crashlanded on that island. But anyway, people started dying, as with all horror films. But get this, how they die, is so gruesome. Their bodies get twisted up like rubber. You get see the twist lines and blood all over. Even the heads. ew. Then, the main guy, finds out that it is all the work of a cursed witch, who looks all pruny and wrinkly. And he tries to find a way to kill her. I think by then, i woke up.

So that will be the last time i’ll eat food before i sleep….

Winter wonderland

Argh…. i’m sooo bored. When i say boredom, i MEAN boredom. This is sooo annoying. I’m in the library of my campus, and i have another 20 mins before i can actually go out to wait at my classroom.

I finally managed to get my camera outdoors! Because it is so snowy, i thought that my camera would freeze up or get snow clogged… Snowing for two days already…. the snow is above my ankles…. argh…. not fun at all. When i get back, i should upload the pics i took…. I hope i remember to do that actually….

I found that i can actually do lvl 300 psyc courses next year! Yes, all i need is 6 lvl 200 psyc credits, and if i pass this term, i would have gotten them! Well, i still need to take 270 and 271 to graduate with psyc degree…. aiyo…. so troublesome…. I feel nature calling, but my seat is so warm and toasty, i don’t want to move……. so gross….